03/25/2024

Welp, it's springtime already. I haven't been active on the neocities blog 'cause of getting ready for graduation. I also am still in the middle of working on the "Rockstar" animatic, but I'm also writing down a new animatic with the Wurzels' cover of It Wasn't Me. As an occasional NSFW creator I should add in some suggestive-ness to my TTTE human au, and it will be unhinged as a banned Skittles commercial.

03/04/2024

I was meaning to say this to you all last Friday, but I did get to register on Sheezy! You may have noticed the link that I posted onto the homepage, but yeah. I really hope you can follow me on there if you decide to register when the next batch of registration slots come out.

02/23/2024

It's been honestly a week since I last wrote, but last Sheezy Stream, Ry announced that public registration slots will be open next week on March 1st. Pretty exciting, since I've been waiting patiently! ^^ When I do get on to Sheezy, I'll obviously customize my own page, AND I even made a code for my page which is also free to use for everyone. Also, I'll post a link to my Sheezy over here so anyone seeing my website can check it out.

02/16/2024

I'm now working on a new animatic atm. It'll star Duck as he sings about being a rock star. So, it'll be humorous, satirical, and of course, have that musical number aesthetic. I miiiight add in visuals featured in Hazbin Hotel but for now, if you want to a have a listen, here's the song I'll be using.

02/14/2024

I don't have anything in mind atm but I'll just say Happy Valentine's Day to you all. I'll probably work on another animatic idk lol

02/12/2024

It's almost the middle of February. I don't think the last Sheezy stream had a special announcement about when public registration will begin, but I hope Ry will announce it soon.

02/09/2024

I've been thinking more about making the PG-13 version of the dystopia arc, especially when working on the scripts for them. Now, there will be two versions of the arc: an R-rated version and the PG-13 version. The R-rated version is originally what I want it to be, which has just the same large amount of profanity along with the violence and gore. Plus the word "cunt". Now, I see the "cunt" word being used by chaotic neutral characters like Marilyn Manson and villains who have a fratboyish/abusive attitude (think Adam and Valentino from Hazbin Hotel). An example of the "cunt" word being used in the arc is when Manson calls a zombie a "cuntfucker" before setting it ablaze.

The PG-13 version is just the same large amount of violence, but the profanity and gore is toned down. I can go up to three uses of the F word but uses of "cunt" will be entirely removed. With that, I should keep the PSD files for the comic pages that add another to the amount of profanity, "cunt", and the gore.

02/07/2024

The other day my close friend had a discussion on what's suitable for my Thomas blog on Tumblr. I know obviously that it is for adults only but it's SFW, because why the hell would I add in smut to a fan project that is like Father Brown or Cheers or Father Ted, which are for a general audience (13+) but isn't afraid to tackle heavy stuff like alcoholism? But having Duck, a character who has been voted as a Tumblr Sexyman, shirtless? Unacceptable? My close friend says that the reason is that minors are sneaky, but the block button is there for a reason! I'm sure that Sidney Carter might have been shirtless at one point and we didn't give a damn.

Anyway, I gotta stop rambling. Point is that it's the minor's responsibility to not go into 18+ web spaces, regardless if there's smut, a character being shirtless at one point, or no depicted sex/nudity. Otherwise, I will block them.

02/02/2024

I just got started writing the script for the first episode of the dystopia arc of The Shifty Motel. I'm sure I'll be all over the place writing the dystopia arc scripts and the Thomas the Tank Engine human AU. Right now, I'm reviving an OLD fan character for Thomas from 2015 who also worked on the Great Western Railway and moved to Sodor. Now, obviously it's the human AU ('cause drawing locomotives take a lot of time) so he'll probably be the Tidmouth Pub's bartender.

01/31/2024

I pretty much have a lot to say today. I'm currently designing a human AU for Thomas the Tank Engine, in which it's kinda like Cheers but with British bawdy humor. Like, Duck in this AU likes to sing scrumpy music at the pub in Tidmouth rather loudly and he's in love with Donald, Scottish twin brother to Douglas, who is a huge rugby and soccer/football enthusiast. They still have their regular railway jobs and drive the engines (though not anthropomorphic) featured in the original canon.

There's also the fact that tomorrow is public beta for Sheezy.Art. ^^ I REALLY cannot wait to register over there. Ry has been working very hard on reviving his project so everyone can enjoy sharing our art. We can also customize our profile pages and "persona" pages as well. "Persona" pages are kinda like side blogs you create on Tumblr, so I can make a "persona" page for my webcomics and comics if I can! Back to customization, like with Buzzly, Toyhouse, and pre-Eclipse DeviantArt, profile customization uses coding. Though unlike Buzzly, Sheezy uses HTML instead of Tailwind. Think Toyhouse HTML if you want a comparison! ^^

But yeah, although public registration for me isn't until either mid to late February or March 1st, I literally can't wait! ^^

01/26/2024

I had a very weird dream last night. My mom was married off to Donald Trump, and obviously I knew that Mom would never do that. So, I tried constantly again to get her out of the marriage but she was acting like a narcissist! I was soooo pissed in that dream. Also, Donald Trump was an evil sorcerer who is planning on the world to end.

But yeah, that was the dream I had. It's kinda like my feud with Foxmusk, though Foxmusk practically grew up with the Confederate flag and became a leftist for a brief amount of time and then became that shit-stained prolapsed asshole he is now.

01/24/2024

My mom suggested that I should make my dystopia arc more "PG-13". I'm slightly annoyed, since I want to have my arc be as shocking as possible but not "edgy lol" like Hazbin. 1984 (yes, literally 1984) is a prime example of being shocking and moving at the same time. In the beginning of the story, Winston and other workers in the Outer Party watch a propaganda film which features a segment called the "Two Minutes Hate". The segment shows Emmanuel Goldstein (that filthy swine) and the Outer Party workers jeer and shout and wish death to Goldstein. That alone can shock the reader (or viewer, if you count the movie) into thinking "God, I don't want to live in a world where we have to wish death to a political opponent".

Near the end of the story, Winston gets into Room 101 where he is psychologically tortured through his fear of rats. That, too, can shock and even anger people to think "I don't want to be psychologically tortured through my worst fears and I don't wanna be oppressed!" So, with scenes (spoilers, btw) from my dystopia arc comic like the leader of the secret police killing an innocent family not involved with a group of anarchists and monitors broadcasting hostile and fascist propaganda, they can move my audience into thinking "f*ck the government, f*ck Trump, and f*ck oppression!"

01/22/2024

My close friend went on a huge tear on how "bad" kink is last night. Yes, I know that DDLG and ABDL are kinda problematic. As a matter of fact, I personally think it is BORING!!! Then she went on to say that petplay (as in like puppy play, which is a popular kink among the LGBTQ+ community) and maid roleplay is inherently bad. Like..... WHAT THE HELL???? I don't see anything wrong about getting turned on by that kind of roleplay. What is wrong is that some sick individuals take advantage of those and make them look bad (i.e., misogynists and zoophiles). It's like people who abusing drugs, which makes the use of drugs look bad (tho cocaine is rather touchy tbh).

Then again, my close friend has been abused and I seem to understand where she's coming from. HOWEVER, those opinions of "kink is inherently bad" ARE coming from far right echochambers like TERFs, Nazis, etc. They are responsible for having people like Foxmusk become a Neo-Confederate MAGA narcissistic CUNT who dismisses legit criticism. I worry that she'll become the same type of person, but instead of being a Neo-Confederate she would be an Oswald Mosley stan. If she goes just as far as that, she along with Foxmusk be responsible for bringing us queer people to our goddamn downfalls.

K. Rant over.

01/19/2024

Well, Hazbin Hotel is now streaming on Prime. A few days ago, I was informed that one of the characters' sexual assault is rather... treated poorly by the crew. If VivziePop knew better, she would have gave her audience a trigger warning before the show would start. Plus, her sense of shock value and humor is a bit off. Like, it's pretty much a string of pussy jokes lmao.

When it comes to shock value and humor, my sense of that is rather fully committed and influenced by Marilyn Manson. Alright, I gotta go to class before I start to ramble on how 90s shock rock is better than Vivzie. lol

2:56 PM: I had a talk with my friend Lucario, and they have their own opinion about that infamous scene. They said that the scene did a nice job switching from what happens in Angel Dust's pornos to what happens with Val, his boss. I kinda agreed to that since I know that a lot of pornstars irl do get abused and exploited by mainstream porn studios like Brazzers.

The duet song "Loser, Baby" sung by Husk (played by Keith David) and Angel Dust (it's practically stuck in my head now lol) now makes me wonder if Angel Dust might break free from his relationship with Val and form a page on a hellish version of OnlyFans. After all, a lot of internet porn nowadays are made by pornstars who left those studios. ^^

I still think that VivziePop should've added a trigger warning in the beginning of that episode since Hazbin also appeals to internet artists who are queer and/or had similar experiences to Angel Dust and not just Broadway geeks.

01/17/2024

I've been watching a lot of martial arts movie clips, kung fu training videos, and some Celebrity Deathmatch lately for some inspiration for my dystopian arc. The show featured Manson briefly warming up with some "Ha-ka-tu", but I figured Manson could practice some Leopard Kung Fu for the story. Leopard Kung Fu, for me, seems to suit Manson because the martial art focuses on speed and outsmarting the opponent, and outsmarting people is something Manson does! I could also see Manson do some parkour like Tai Lung from Kung Fu Panda, although Tai Lung is a tragic villain snow leopard and not a badass anti-hero rockstar.

01/15/2024

I didn't have the time to write this entry last night, but at least I'm writing the dystopia arc for the webcomic. I'm also making reference sheets for my game that I'm making for gamewriting class. Man, am I so busy! :D

01/13/2024

So, I did some roller skating tonight. ^^ I thought up of something else I wanted to say hours earlier today while designing my second fursona, but I kinda lost that train of thought, lol. But yeah, I went roller skating, and can help me lose some weight.

01/12/2024

I know I do a lot of human stuff nowadays, but before that, I used to do a lot of furry stuff. Perhaps because I draw a lot of Manson-related content, I kinda faded away from drawing furries. At least I'm getting there with my OC, the Wolf of Turkey Mountain. ^^ I might screw around and make a second sona who is part hellhound and crux while Eddy, my marmoset sona, would be my truesona. :3

01/11/2024

I got a flood full of ideas for my dystopia arc today! ^^ I was able to work on one of the chapter covers for the dystopia arc, and I've been thinking about adding a new villain. The villain will be a sadistic government officer, so he would enjoy the suffering of innocent people not involved with Manson's and Diablo's rebellion. Just another way for making people getting mad over cops lmao. (though, I am against cops myself)

I have yet to write down the lore for the virus though.

01/10/2024

'Kay. I know that I probably written this thought on Tumblr before around 2020, but I'll say it again: Laibach has to cover Earth Song by Michael Jackson. Like the original instrumental is great but add in the neoclassical-industrial-darkwave synths and stuff and you get something better. Then get Marina to sing the verses and choruses and Milan Fras with is bellowing, growling voice to read the breakdown at the song's climax.

I swear to god, if this doesn't happen in my lifetime, I will cry. And if this happens, I will cry of happiness. I know I don't listen to Michael Jackson that much anymore like I used to in high school (I was a mangy stupid liberal, compared to the current based, anarchy-pilled, and queerpilled dude I am now), but I really, REALLY, want to listen to a cover of Earth Song from Laibach before I even leave this world.

01/09/2024

For this semester, I'm in a game-writing class, so you can know. Yesterday, I was thinking I could make a tabletop RPG campaign for the big assignment, but with me watching Call of Duty zombie gameplay and thinking about writing down the dystopia arc for my Shifty Motel webcomic, it makes me want to make a third-person shooter game in which you play as either Manson or Diablo as they roam the decrepit streets of a city and shoot down zombies.

If anyone might be interested for voice acting, I could write down a couple of catchphrases that Manson and Diablo might say when shooting zombies for them. Something like this:

Manson's possible catchphrases: "Hmmm... Fascists and zombies... Seems like a match. Hahaha!" "I love it when I shoot these things!" "I hope you stay dead after I put you out of your misery." "That was cool!" "Out of ammo? Dammit!" "Who's got the last laugh now?"

Diablo's possible catchphrases: "Hell yeah! Take that you maniac!" "Man, your attacks are friggin' boring! Eat this!" "Yeesh. You bring quite the mess... Oh, wait. I do! Hahahaha!" "Just wait until Manson hears about you, dead!" "Dang it! Where's the ammo at?"

For zombies, I'll probably pull in a few maniacal laughs and growls with general stock zombie sounds. So, yeah. Those lines are a bit of a rough draft if I get to ask my professor if I can add in voice acting into the game. But either way, I can't wair to work on it and (possibly) post it to Newgrounds! ^^

01/08/2024 7:39 PM

The first day back went pretty smooth, I guess. I am having a bit a good feeling that this semester is gonna boost up my future career as an artist. I guess I'll watch some Call of Duty zombie gameplay for some inspiration for the scenes when Manson and Diablo fight against the zombies for the Dystopia arc of the Shifty Motel webcomic. ^^

01/08/2024 8:05 AM

I was meaning to write this entry last night but I was too sleepy and just forgot lol. Anyway, I just moved back to campus, and I hope that this semester will do me real well! ^^

01/06/2024

Welp, tonight's the last night of Winter/Christmas break. Tomorrow, I'll be heading back to campus to start my last semester for college, although I know that classes start on Monday. I think 2023's Christmas break didn't have much an impact like my 2022 Christmas break. I dunno. I'll have to stop looking at my Nutcracker illustrations for a good eleven months and see how it reflects for the 2024 Christmas break.

One more thing before I hit the hay; I stumbled upon an anti-Trump PSA in which it depicts a dictatorship under Trump. It has its share of Trump supporting idiots going all "omg if only that happened", but it kinda reminds me of the Alternate History TV pilot from Spike TV in which it shows a Nazi America formed after the Nazis win WW2 (and more like a Man in the High Castle knockoff). Yes, I know that PSA is supposed to keep voters voting Democrat, but the comparison of the PSA with the Spike TV pilot reminded me to write down the dystopian arc for my Shifty Motel webcomic. It'll have Pat Buchanan as President/Dictator, Secret Police, based & gay anarchists, and zombies! ^^

Aight, enough rambling. It's almost 10:00 and I should go to bed. G' night!

01/05/2024

It's now 10:32 EST as I'm writting this. I got my haircut done, and tonight is M. Manson's birthday. Yippee! I originally wanted to post the NSFW piece of him and Pope tonight, but because of the haircut, I'll have to finish it up tomorrow.

01/04/2024

I just had to make a separate page to put in the hex stamps, or honeycomb stamps people around here like to call them, hence me being a current Buzzly.art user. They can be seen through a link in the "Stamp" box in the Graphics page. Anyway, I used to know how to code up the honeycomb stamp css code to fit within the boxes. I guess I completely forgot how to when I updated that page. Either way, the hex/honeycomb stamp problem has been solved. Not what I had expected, but still.

One more thing about tonight, though, as of 9:54 EST, I heard on Twitter that the shooter that perpetrated the Perry School shooting was identified as genderfluid, according to Chaya Raichik. Like, if this turns out to be another Nashville thing in which the shooter was just absolutely batsh*t crazy, istg... Must queer people always get the blame for school shootings?! Conservatives have been using us as a scapegoat for too f*ckin' long. They have to stop, or so help me, I will definitely drag one out of the street and make their life very miserable.

01/03/2024

So, since New Year's came and past, I felt like it was necessary to update this website, which I call the Weirdo Zone. I somewhat have a resolution for 2024, is to have a good start on writing a gay erotic Civil War graphic novel. Now, I have yet to graduate from college and attend grad school, but I have been talking to a state agent on how to get a good start on my career as a comic artist and illustrator. Another thing, if anyone may be reading this, my Civil War project is somewhat a coping mechanism of what I had to deal with in a feud with Foxmusk. He's not an abuser in anyway, but his political beliefs have gone to sh*t since 2021. I tried several times to have him snap out of it, but it's no use. So... I blocked that POS.

I have quite the plan for January 5th, which is M. Manson's birthday. It will be a simple NSFW drawing, probably a la Animan, of Manson topping Pope, the redneck villain M. Manson played as in the Southern Gothic crime drama, Let Me Make You A Martyr. When I said "Animan", I meant like the tropes he used in his own artwork, such as young men and twinks topping older men and DILFs. So, Manson and Pope pretty much fall under the twink top and DILF bottom respectively, lol.

It is now 10:34 EST, and I should probably go to bed atm. G' night!